you say all the words i don't want to hear...
you tell me stories about things that sting... things the burrow deep inside and don't let me rest...
you share with me things that have NOTHING to do with me... things that haunt me... things i try so desperately to get away from.
you try to offer comfort, but instead, i just want to pull away. shut you out and tell you to fuck off! i don't want to hear it!
other things are getting worse. things beyond my control... things that are so remote and so foreign to everyone...
things that are so profoundly devastating... things that i can't explain.
i wish there was an easy fix to my kind of brain damage...
if only...
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